This week has been a series of ups and downs for us. I think I cried at least twice everyday this week. Most of it is financial stuff. While it's nothing really major, it just means more work for me to do to straighten out a situation that somebody else created! I hate that. Something that is my fault and I have to fix it. Murad also has had some issues too, but fortunately he knows how to check his emotions. He doesn't resolve to crying uncontrollably and yelling curse words. He just mutters them a few times.
Despite all this, I did gain some insight. I do feel a rejuvenated, if you will. Fortunately, we found out about all this before we did anything major. I really do think these are all signs from God. He's giving us messages about what to do in our lives. Murad and I both said that to each other. We both were like, "Thank God this happened now." Not only are we thanking Him, but we're being proactive and doing his will. Rather than sulking and saying "why me" (like I did all day yesterday), we're taking steps to fix the mistakes....someone else's mistakes, may I add.
I'm just so thankful that Murad and I see things the same way. We both trust in God (we just have different names for Him), but we know that God doesn't want us to let Him do everything for us. He gives us signs and ultimately the tools to do His will.
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I hope everything is ok, let me know if I can do anything!!!
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