Thursday, March 6, 2008

In a Funk

So I'm in a funk. It's that time of the month and things just aren't good right now. My kids have been acting up like crazy lately. Today, I had some kids who were just being so mean to each other. Just downright mean! Snickering when someone would say something. Rolling their eyes at people. Calling each other ugly. I wrote probably five detentions and called three parents today. Ugghhhh. I hate that.

We also just found out that our apartment doesn't allow animals larger than 25 lbs. For right now we're fine, because the kids aren't too much over that, but they'll get so much larger. I'm just worried that we'll have to break our lease and move which means more $$ to spend. It's weird because there are dogs that are definitely over 25 lbs. like the guy with a Boxer and the girl with a Pit Bull. Come on! With the wedding coming up, I just don't know how we can afford it. Murad says not to worry because we can't control what happens. Just enjoy our time here. I just really want to stay here longer, pay off some debt, save money and buy a house. I just hate worrying about money, but I always do. I know the Lord wouldn't give us more than we could handle...right?

1 comment:

The Mama said...

We're facing two morgatges right now that together total right about our monthly income. But I too tell myself that God won't do that to us if we can't handle it. We always make it out of hard times. Sometimes I just don't know how. But it happens. Good luck!